Update

Recently life has been...well what do people call it these days? Hectic? Crazy? Insane? Yup, all of those. This past Christmas sea

son was nothing close to relaxing. Wor

king all the time, then going to school all night leaves little time for said "relaxing". But I can definitely say it was worth it. I've been able to meet new friends, see the old friends and get a chance to have some time for myself.

I saw the lights.

I am officially taking appointments.

I saw those old friends.

I got a leather jacket.

And I also got gum stuck to my face.

All in all a great Christmas.

Still chugging along

School has been great! Honestly...it has been the best decision of my life. I love every second of it, I love all of the girls in my class and all of the things I'm learning. I am working away at Old Navy. Which is great, it's easy and a relaxed place to work. Although they do have me working every single day all day. But who can complain. It is money after all. I am going to start looking to buy a car here pretty soon (mainly with my parents money...I wish I had more so I could pay for it myself, buuuut that doesn't seem to be working out in my favor. Thanks Ma and Pa. Love ya.) so far life is good.

I can't wait for this weekend, Zach (my cousin) just got home from his mission so we are going to see him and go to hear him speak at his homecoming. I can't wait to see the family and spend time with Sydni and Chelsea. Pictures to come.

Trying again

As many already know I left USU and have started beauty school At Paul Mitchell The School. I've wanted to do beauty school since I can remember. My first recollection of being interested in beauty school was when I first saw Grease. Frenchie, my favorite character definitely first sparked my interest in hair. I'm so happy to be following my dream. I absolutely LOVE every second of class. I can't wait to go to school everyday, not many people I know can say that.

My class is all girls, which is very fun. Although I am the youngest by 4 years I still feel Like I fit in and am welcome and appreciated regardless of my age. The personalities range from silent to very vibrant. Can't say there is ever a dull moment in class. Which I love.

Although I am happy with what I am doing coming home hasn't been the easiest thing. Leaving all my friends at USU and coming home to none has been unbelievably overwhelming. It's been lonely but sometimes there has to be a trade off when you follow a dream. I've been getting used to only working and school but sometimes I do wish I could go out and spend time with friends. I know things will eventually pick up and I know I will make new friends, I already have with school. It's just a matter of time.

Blisters painted hands.

Since I've had no luck finding jobs I've have to resort to other things to entertain me. Guitar and crafts are two things I have been spending most of my day doing. My fingers seem to have peeled off at the tips...Oops!

I forgot how much I loved the view from my bedroom window.

Back to where I came from.

Back home...It feels great but it also feels weird. But I know what I'm going to do is what is right for me. Regardless of what anyone else says!

The last week at Utah State was quite uneventful considering everyone else was in class while I was in my dorm. But at night was always fun! Gray came to visit last weekend....we went to Crystal Hot Springs with John and Lizzy. Kinda sketch, but fun nonetheless.

I mainly sat around my dorm. But I did go to Texas Road House with my roommates and a few friends. Let's just say. Best burger I've had in my entire life. We also went to Angie's for a going away dinner with another big group of friends. I wanted to 'clean the sink' before I went home. 'Cleaning the sink' is much more fun then it sounds. A sink chuck full of ice cream and three toppings. Not to mention topped with whip cream, a cherry, and four bananas. If you completely clean

the sink you are rewarded with a bumper sticker saying, "I cleaned the sink at Angie's". I don't think any of us could really move after we finished. But it was definitely worth the bulging stomach for the night. Later that night all of the East High kids (some were in town) went swimming. Lets just say it was definitely one of the highlights of my week! We ruled the triple stacker. Thank you Bell. Then we ended up just hanging out after and talking. All in all it was a good night.

Rachel and I went to go and watch the True Aggie Night. This is a tradition at USU. Each full moon you can kiss someone who is already a True Aggie on top of the A. You then become a True Aggie. But on homecoming night and A day two non-true aggie's can kiss and both become True Aggies. It's quite the sight to see. Kids lined up to kiss but it was the most entertaining thing that happened that day! I'll miss all of my friends at USU.But I'm sure I'll see them soon! As for now I'll work and make money for beauty school.

I'm 18. I still watch Spongebob Square Pants. I should NOT be making life decisions.

See ya later USU...Today I decided to withdrawal from Utah State. I am on my way to beauty school instead. I didn't feel like I was supposed to be here. Don't get me wrong I absolutely love the campus, my roommate Ani and all of my new/old friends. I love the social aspect of USU and I'm doing great in all of my classes, so school isn't hard. But it just doesn't feel right. I had to make my decision very last minute in order to get any money back. So after talking with my parents we decided I needed to do what made me happy. I went through the annoying process of withdrawing from school and am currently at USU doing nothing. Luckily I feel completely calm and I feel like this is going to be great for me! I will be attending Paul Mitchell Beauty School in SLC. Although I can't say I'm extremely excited to move back because the freedom here ROCKS. But you have to do what is important to you and not let any other reason influence you. When people said it's time to grow up and make your own decisions I never took that seriously. But today was one of the biggest slaps in the face. I grew up. I made one of the biggest decisions I may ever make in my life. Who knows if this is right, I think it is and I feel it is. I hope it is.

See ya later USU.

I'll be back to visit.

And to those who have made my life just a little better at USU, thanks. I couldn't have gone through these 5 weeks without you